Fara In The Rain

Nobody's reading this & i don't care

2012-01-28T17:29:00.000+08:00

It's 2012!

Ok so it's only January but a lot had happened. By a lot, I mean A LOT!

Like getting in to 2nd semester, getting into new hostel, new lectures, new styles!

Went to Penang for 3 days & meeting new people, places & mostly trying new stuff. It's my first time going on vacation with friends & it was awesome. Awesome and quite revealing to be truth. You get to know a person better by living with them.

And the tests & quizzes ain't getting any easier. Trust me when I said I'm freaking lazy cause life is pretty hard actually. You need to please everyone but forgot to please yourself.

One hope for this semester, one word: Change.

Change the way you look at the world & the world itself will change.

Ok let's try that!

Okay, what else?

Hmmm.

It's pretty up & down living as a student, away from family, lots of thing to study but guess what? I'm enjoying it & can't wait for more.

Oh yeah, this year, too, I'm starting to get crazy over ONE DIRECTION. And mostly I'm liking Louis Tomlinson. Oh his eyes! Hahah. Most of the students here don't know them yet but who cares! They'll find out sooner or later annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd whatever.

I MISS MY CATS AT HOME.
ESPECIALLY HANDSOME!

And that's all ladies & gentleman! A quick update should do it. Tata! :)

2012

2012-01-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

WELCOME 2012.

MEET MY 2012 HOPE-TO-DO-AND-TO-FULFILL LIST :)

# be skinny, eat less
# learn more, study less
# make lots of friends
# forget him cause it's impossible
# be myself, less hypocrite
# get rid of all those bad thoughts, stay positive yaw
# be grateful with everything i have &
# STOP BUYING STUFF I DON'T NEED
# save money for me and me futureee :P

goodbye & goodbye 2011, you've been great. let's be better~!

if i'm normal, i'd hate myself

2011-12-02T21:49:00.001+08:00

THERE'S.....

one time i almost spray my friend with iced tea
i was drinking it & laugh at the same time. and you know, the drink burst out of my mouth
how disgusting was that? i texted my fellow friend on the way back to bed
saying i'm sorry for my disgusting-ness
(translate: aku hampir tersembur teh ais kat kawan aku. g-ross. kan? but she said it's fine. involuntary action she said. LOL)

one time i actually feel like; if i had a boyfriend
and my friend happens to like him, i would easily give him to them
since i knew, my friend is always better than me. LOLS

one time i thought samsung corby is cool
because it's pc fair & it's selling out cheap. it's kinda cute & touch-screen yaw
but on second & third & fourth & infinity thoughts, it's not.
i'm waiting for my ipod touch baby cute. now that's cool

one time i am drooling over sinbad; legend of the seven seas
over brad pitt's voices & i'm loving the goddess of chaos
watch sinbad now! it's awesome!

one time i started to not care about money
the hell with cash
the hell with money
the hell with dollars or ringgits or cents
i don't love money as much as i'm loving my life
life worths more than a billion ringgits. keep that in mind
money buy materials, materials don't last forever and forever don't exist in real life

one time i actually look at random guys. IN THE EYES

one time i started to love all time low. especially alex gaskarth's voices

one time i ate breakfast, early lunch, lots of snacks in between & early dinner. and probably some caffeine later. maybe.

one time i listened to "so wrong, it's right" albums. by far "remembering sunday" is the only good ones in there.

one time i actually feels like bringing my bottle everywhere i go. i need water. my friends need water. we human needs water. okay.

one time i think internet is DOESN'T MATTER. so what if your blog is followed by thousands of people. so what if you had nobody liking your status. so what if people unfollowed you on twitter. so what if you are fooling on tumblr. so what??? because even if you have everything, and you actually have it and enjoy it, and then what? then what? THEN WHAT??

one time i actually quote something out of all time low's song. i am terrifically cool. am i?

one time i think everyone's cooler than me. especially those chicks with gorgeous hair. free-hair chicks who is of course prettier than me. but then when i think about it, they're not even close to cool. let alone cooler than me. they're just..........them.

one time i just wish i had ONE SINGLE PHONE. THAT. CAN. DO. EVERYTHING. E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G. come on inventors! beat the ipad! beat the iphone! beat the nokias! beat the galaxys! we want more!

one time i just missed my blackberry. curve 9300. it's light & simple. and with gps. that's the most important stuff i ever wanted right now. but there's a lot of bitches with blackberry nowadays in college. STUDENTS DON'T WEAR BLACKBERRY! somebody please tell them! haha

one time i feel like i should've started listing what i need to do. like doing the laundry once in three days. at least. or whatever.

one time i just can't stop thinking of daniel henney. lols

one time i am just happy for the friends that stick with me no matter how annoying, crazy & weird i am. i am quite a harsh lady. i hate everything & everyone. i can count the malay songs in my playlist with one hand. i kutuk malay movie as i'm watching it. i laugh for no reason & don't laugh for a reason. so yeah. i love my friends.

one time i feel like going home & sleep all day. but this is life yaw. college life is not that simple. it's not that easy. but it is fun & it better worth it.

one time i feel like saving but who cares?

one time i feel like dieting but i am tired e-nough.

one time i feel like studying but.... i studied much e-nough.

one time i feel & i realize only ALLAH who can HELP me in EVERYTHING. EVERYWHERE. ANYTIME. ANYWHERE. ANY WISH. ANY WISH-ES. ANYTHING. so i am grateful i was born this way. born to realize no one loves me more than ALLAH. and i love ALLAH too. from Him, the word forever exists :)

one time i feel like life is temporary.

one time i feel like all those gadgets, all those cool stuff you own that makes you think you're way better than me, those stuff don't matter.

one time i enjoy listening songs & easily get tired of it.

one time i think people don't change. THEY JUST FORGOT & MOVE ON.

one time i know. i am sure. i am not over him. realize it when my friend said; "farahin, tak habis2 dengan coklat mint die tu". ok. that was harsh. it cuts deep, man. lol.

one time i just missed all i mean all and all of my friends.

one time i just wanna be alone.

one time i wanna be in a crowd.

one time i am actually excited to update my blog. and i just did.

cause all the above, that "one time" is today. 2nd december of 2011.

yes. welcome december.

almost farewell to november.
almost farewell to 2011.
great, great year.

oh well. toodles ;)

be grateful & think ALLAH before doin something stupid. ALLAH knows E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.S.

View d largest LED wall screen in M'sia by #CocaColaMY ! Simply beautiful. #SemangatInspirasi

2011-11-20T09:00:00.000+08:00

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enjoy~

Me & My BIG Butt

2011-11-19T11:24:00.001+08:00

is going to Arau, Perlis TONIGHT

train gerak pukul 9pm something. i'll be sleeping on it tonight. and reach arau by tomorrow morning.

wish me luck yaw.

second sem is going to be TOUGH! i guess. coz first, jauh dari members. second, new hostel, hope dapat roommates yg okays. third, subject macam hardcore gile. sem 1 pun macam nak pengsan. ouch! heh.

please please please please help me, ya Allah :|

but hey! i survived first sem yg ada orientasi macam gila hell tu, so i will definitely make it alive on this one. right? RIGHT???! k enough babbling and let's finish packing~

yes thanks tumblr, gambar nie baaaaaaaaaaaanyaaak sangat membantu.

nervous gegila & seeing this making me calm~ hoo yeah :)

wanna know why i am so gila nervous? well in first sem, still boleh bayangkan diri masuk uitm, dengan orientasi nya bagai, so i'm not that scared.

tapi sem 2 nie? tak boleh nak gambarkan lagi. so that's why nervous.

so maybe the unexpected is waiting in the future. but who knows, the unexpected could be the most spectacular experience ever, right?

k. bye hensem gemok ku sayang. bye princess lion & thomas comot!

bye grey & anak baru 3 ekor. 2 hitam & 1 macam lembu. kay bye~

and while i'm goin' out of this town, he's arrived. damn you fate =__=

Hai & hello

2011-11-17T00:52:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum :)

today has been quite a day. roller coaster much & i was excited at one moment & suddenly everything seems like a nightmare. but hey, that's my life. things are pretty normal to be honest but the way i cope with these things really differentiate me from others. i hate myself. i'm weird & i'm awkward & i am not normal. is that a bad thing? no. that's cool.

my point here is, i'm going back to arau, perlis this 19 november & i seriously hated it. but i'm pretty excited too but in a different kind of excited. poyo kan gua. well oh well. sumpah rindu gila nak jumpa fatin amira, amaliena, syafika suara tomei, athirah, azreena, hanna pn bibir, fit & pei wen. i just listed my all-time best friends. well some of them. why our time never match? aku cuti, hang tak. aku busy, hang free. wth man? nvm.

ooooooooooooh yeah. i gain weight. dulu []4kg & skrg []6 kg. 2kilos bebeh. cousin ku yg dah beranak pun lagi kurus dari aku. story of my life, again~ oh well, what can i say, i loveeee eating. it's my only talent. everyone else is busy playing guitar, taking cool shots of photography, editing blogs, having cool style, going to cool places, while i'm stuck here, talentless, fat & ugly & getting stupid-er day by day. i'm cool with that but not my mom.

and i am dying for a new phone or at least an ipod. pretty please? i swear this sem, i'll save money & buy my favourite gadget by april. i freaking swear! haha :D my current phone is working fine, alright, but hey, as long as it plays, it stays. that's why i am willing to wait until april next year. and of course i needed to focus on studying first! so put aside the entertainment for a while & get my mind on track. oh yeah!

the first thing i did when i bought a mouse is............ playing chuzzle deluxe. it's cute & addictive & i find it's quite relaxing. again with my weirdness but it's the truth. and i started to hate twitter. everyone seems to tweet-ing about cool stuff & their current destination, who's they're with & even show-off. and that's annoying. what's more annoying is those twitter account that promoted another twitter account & it fills your timeline with shits. so bye bye twitter, leaving ya!

and so is facebook. what's with the virus & hackers thingy? the only thing that makes me go back there is my friends. phone would work too but facebook is free. haha. okay. enough crap & critics.

that is all. all is well. well goodbye now.

and i am just so crazy in obsessed with bruno mars' song, it will rain. forever playing non-stop. bye!

and yeah i started to dislike ryan higa & kevjumba too. i don't know why. they just stupid. ryan higa even mention it's stupid to watch his video (saw it on tumblr), so i guess it is stupid to watch their pointless video. right? heh. whatever.

and started on monday, i've downloaded korean movies, 3 korean dramas & 2 japan dramas & currently downloading some more. cool right? i mean, how laju is that? and it's only wednesday, turning to thursday. and speaking of thursday, i'm gonna have to start to pack my stuff today. oh Allah please help me deal with this kind of stressful moments. Amin :|

so when i think that my life is never enough, i started to list out the new things i just get. like new shoes, new watch, new bag, and yeah, it works, i am thankful again. i am rich enough to discover that i don't need anymore stuff & i am happy with what i've got.

and how on earth do i started to hate cats? the two kitties & two adult cats in my house are killing me!! i feel like throwing them out or just sell them! but on 2nd thought, that's cruel & i don't wanna be cruel. i love cats. maybe now is just not my loving-cat moments. plus i needed to clean their shit every single day so............. i'm bitter. yeah. i hate annoying cats :P

and today, i also learn that older people are crucial. they are impossible to understand. women are impossible to understand. i don't even understand myself, how do i expect to understand someone else? oh man the world is being a bitch. can't wait for allll of this to be over.

lol i bought a novel at mph the other day. can't wait to read it. waiting on the list, i have 3 books to finish. wish me luck to read them all. might as well ignore the world & improve ma language yaw. turn on the happy mode, hehe :D

seeing my tumblr, i haven't been reblogging much but trust me when i say, i've been clicking the likes button up to thousands post now. here's the stuff i like on tumblr >>>>>>>>> go here :) cool isn't it? yeah, i love what i love and i hope you do too.

and i've been writing & day-dreaming sepanjang cuti holiday nie. yeah, i'm such a loser but they keep me busy & my time is filled with less boring stuff. and i just hated reading several status or tweet saying they're bored or whatever. get a job or get a hobby or find one! huh~

crap much? yeah. this is what happens when my mind starts scrolling & my hands just can't stop typing. and my english is not even that good! hahahaha :D

i admit, in my whole life, people who came into my life, they usually PRETTIER than me. you got that? preeeeeeeetttttieerr than me. or smarter, or better or skinnier. or perfect-er. and that's pretty much explain my lack of confidence. anyone that walks into my life, they just better than i am. funny kan? hoho

i even thought of making a video. alah macam ryan higa tu, simply to let out opinions, or talk about world issue or something like that. but on second & third thoughts, i can't talk to cameras haha. plus i don't have a real cool cameras & i might as well ended up making weird faces so.......... forget it.

what i don't get the most is people who think they are kind & beriman enough to post or RT things about islamic, yet they're not even close to being a fully muslim. funny right? and that's just hypocrite. second thing i don't get is why do people who thinks they are always right exists? i mean, if they are always right, they should've gone to heaven right away right? because they are always right?? heh. oh people and the world. please stop it. <<<<< these are craps, ignore it :)

one last final thing.

k-pop. plastic surgery. fake bitches. know what i think? they are all like dolls. not dogs but dolls. their songs were written by their producers. their dance were created by their choreographer. their dresses & outfit designed by their personal designer & even sponsored. their make-up are of course by experts & they don't even sing live! their home, meal & food are provided by their manager & all that's left to do is to act cute, be pretty, have a good personality & exercise. what is that? is that even a life? and yeah i'm talking about k-pop idol. those idol who sings and dance and showed up in a talk show and talk craps. that kind of idol. what's great about them is their looks, clothes & their songs & dances. which is not even originally from them. their looks are plastics, their clothes are sponsored, their songs are made for them & their dance is not even coming from their creativity. and their voices are all edited & auto-tuned & lip-sync!!! wtf!! and i can conclude here that koreans are desperately in need for beautiful people to be their dolls. okay~

LOL i just made that up but guess what, it sounds right! haha :D

anyway, my back is killing me now & it's time to berambus. in a kinder words, it's time to leave.

{ tumblr // as usual }

goodnight :) and i just started to hate people. including me. k. bye :|

Protect The Boss review~

2011-11-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

finished watching this drama 2 weeks ago! kot. tak ingat.

ALL I CAN SAY IS: AWESOOOOOOOME!!!

seriously, BEST! 4/5 STARS.

why 4? well, minus part boring pasal parents dorang talk business, tukar heroin kedua dengan muka yang natural sikit & less talking crap, ok la kot. TAPI BEST!

don't worry, cerita dia memang awesome & different from the other thousand dramas. worth-watching & best. freaking hilarious & jiheon, freaking cute! terlampau kebudak-budakan, in a cutee way.

i like it like it like it!

you should too!

go watch it at dramaload (website ni best) or download it FOR FREE at KPOP7! IN HD BEBEH!

GO WATCH IT & ENTERTAIN YOURSELF..

IT'S FUN YAW & CUTE :)

scheduled!

2011-11-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

cool la blogspot boleh schedule post. so meaning even kita post 100 post dalam sehari pun, kita boleh jadualkan day after day, nampak la macam update daily kan. padahal tak kan. tapi ok la kan? cool apa. hahahaha :D

here's more screen caps of YOU'RE HANDSOME! or HE'S BEAUTIFUL or YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.
whaaaaaatever ;)

HAHAHAHA JANG GEUN SUK SERIOUSLY HANDSOME & AWESOME IN THIS DRAMA!!!!!

K!!!!! THAT'S ALL FOR YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. THAT'S ALLLLL I HAVE <3
BYEBYEBYE ;D

eighty!

2011-11-03T05:00:00.000+08:00

marry me, mary @ mary stayed out all night

KANG MUGYEOL HENSEM! AND SOOOOO SWEET~

Love the story & i just loooooovee it :)

MEMANG HEROIC & SWEEEEET GILA JANG-GEUN-SUK dalam cerita nie.
Those who didn't watch this yet, GO WATCH IT FOR FREE @ DramaCrazy or wherever.
DramaLoad, MySoju ke etc

K bye :)

CANTIK tapi......

2011-11-02T20:15:00.000+08:00

# mencarut
# mengutuk orang
# maki-hamun orang
# menjerit-jerit
# cakap kuat-kuat
# berlagak
# memilih kawan
# talam
# mencarut
# mencarut
# mencarut

ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

above are all the reasons that will not make you CANTIK anymore.

TAKE NOTE :P

dulu ingat ala, normal la tu, orang zaman sekarang memang macam2 perkataan guna. tapi since i've met my 2 lovely friends, fit & hanna, dorang macam anti sikit perempuan yang mencarut. mula2 ingat dorang ni macam, too judging sangat & mudah sangat pandang rendah kat orang. yelah kan, mana lah tau ~~orang~~ minah tu marah sangat ke, tu yg mencarut tu. tapi bila difikir-fikirkan, memang betul pun.

bayangkanlah seorang perempuan yg cantik molek ayu lawa bertudung, berhijab lilit la bagai sekali bila bukak mulut, keluar gampang la, sial la, fuck you la, (contoh ye), tak ke buruk dah muka? memang la standard orang cakap macam tu tapi cuba record sikit, tengok balik perangai hangpa cakap macam tu, seriously buruk okayyy~ even in english pun! example: stupid, fuck you la, etc memang la in english, tapi try translate, it still a bad word.

Janganlah banyak bicara, jika tidak mengenai zikir Allah, maka sesungguhnya banyak bicara tanpa zikir Allah itu menjadikan hati pembicaranya kesat. Sesungguhnya orang yang paling jauh dari Allah pada hari Kiamat ialah orang yang kesat hati.'
(Riwayat at-Tirmidzi)

taken from here

i'm not that expert. tapi seriously la, tengok timeline kat twitter pun boleh agak dah. tengok profile twitter punyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lah lawa. sekali tweets sume mencarut. UGLY terus bagi aku.

same goes on fb. DP bukan main ayu, lawa, sekali comment ngan orang, update status sumeeeeeeeeeeee mencarut. SAYANGNYE.

jagalah muka yang lawa tu. jagalah mulut tu. dahlah buang masa membebel, mencarut plak tu. sia-sia :P
and bayangkanlah kalau muka tak lawa, pastu mencarut? lagilahhhhh buruk bebenor! nyampah tengok, nyampah dengar. =____=

anyway i am also on my way to improve my language & my bahasa percakapan sesama manusia. kadang2 terlepas. but at least i'm trying. v(￣ｰ￣)v

SO LET'S TRY TO SPEAK CLEANLY! hehe
Good luck! (￣▽￣)ノ

more screen caps

2011-11-02T13:00:00.000+08:00

boring people will do boring stuff since they're bored. got it?
here, take it! ambik tengok! haha :D

don't worrryyyyyyyy

THERE'S MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORE! HAHA

want some more pics of hwang taekyung? the gorgeous hyung nim? hahaha... next post! soooon!

hwang tae-kyung, you're beautiful! haha

2011-10-31T21:29:00.001+08:00

PLEASE... ENJOY YOURSELF~

Black & white cat (macam lembu)

2011-10-30T22:07:00.001+08:00

it's name is NOISY. why? cause it's soooooo freakin noisy & annoying. ANNOYING + BISING = NOISY. HAHHAHAHAHAHA

K enough

Macam kereta racing F1 tu. Coool bebeh ;)

Noisy sgt gorgeous sebab dia black & white.

Most of the pics were taken by ME. Cause my kakak & adik dislikes Noisy. Cause he's noisy!

Now dah jarang dah nampak Noisy

dia lepak belakang rumah plak. takut kat Handsome!

same motive. nak delete gambar. biaq pi lah gmbr uploaded broken pun. heh :O

I AM NOT!

2011-10-30T18:22:00.000+08:00

tadi pi pkns.

pi kat satu kedai baju kurung with mummy. elok2 kedai tu kosong, kitorang masuuuuk je, ada orang lain masuk.

pi kat kedai yg jual barang baby tu. tengok kat bahagian hamper. takde orang. kitorang lalu je kat situ, ada orang lain.

lepas shopping groceries, patah balik gi kedai barang baby tu. i waited outside kat bahagian jual bantal. takde orang. elok je aku berdiri kat situ, ramai plak orang datang tengok bantal. tiba2 ramai plak orang lalu-lalu-lalang. and secara kebetulan ada dua orang wanita ini yg membelek comforter & bantal bertegur sapa & rupe2nye dorang good friends yg dah lama tak jumpa. boleh plak dorang berborak depan aku & introduce kan husband masing2 dekat each other. aku plak stuck kat situ tunggu mummy. nak blah, ramai orang.

dalam hati terasa macam, apakah gift aku? aku nie ada magnet yg menyatukan orang ke apa? ke aku ada magnet penarik customer? wth?

whatever =_=

Ekin ciken cikinete

2011-10-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hi guys ;D
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

kitty comels & other cats

2011-10-27T17:49:00.002+08:00

yang comot warna cokolat tu bagi kat cousin. yang belang2 hitam stripes tu hilang.

AGAIN, i'm removing these photos cause it's....... kinda... eating up some space in the laptop.. so.. yeah.
where else should i dump these pictures other than... MY BLOG? hahaha

below: GAMBAR TIME BABY2 DULU

i'm sexy and i know it. LOL

K. Ignore gambar broken. Both cats are gone anywayh!

Until we meet again ;)

Deleting big old photos

2011-10-24T09:00:00.000+08:00

HANDSOME is my one big-furry-hot-and-handsome cat! hehehe.

Taken using my Olympus ;)

broken photos & errors.

story of my life~

oh well.

deleted.

may you photos all rest in peace here in my blog :)

@ekynnnnnnn

2011-10-22T13:59:00.001+08:00

this post is about my adik & her twitter.

you know Trends: Worldwide? yeah. they have that on twitter. like you can actually know what's ~~going~~ tweeting on around the world. You can always change the Worldwide to your own selected country or whatever.

right now is 1:39 pm, Saturday, 22 October 2011, and this happens (not exactly) 12 hours ago.

so my adik showed me this this morning and i'm quite impress.

impress with my sis la. not that gay person.

anyway, my POINT here is, girls out there, muslim girls, don't be so harsh on yourself. even if you don't support gay or lesbo or whatevor, keep it to yourself.

social network nowadays involve people from around the world. especially twitter.

when you include hashtags in your tweet, worst, worldwide trend hashtags, of course people gonna read it yaw.

and yes, of course it's your own personal twitter but it's not personal anymore when people can easily spot you among thousands of tweets.

BUT

when my sis asked me what's to answer to the last tweet, in my opinion, that person DOESN'T THINK.

it's a good thing my sis didn't reply the last tweet or they might ended up mentioning each other for the rest of their twit-life.

other religious, i mean, for all non-muslim out there, don't la. please la. don't question either ALLAH existed or not. you're not a muslim, don't bother. save all your care-ness to your own belief. k?

K enough.

Next time you're tweeting, THINK FIRST.

TAKE TIME TO THINK, THEN ~~TALK~~ TWEET.

I'm a muslim & I'm not a terrorist. I believe in Allah. I have heart & changing Iman. Cause I'm weak.

K bye ;)

I think this is either the coolest/the lamest post i've ever posted. 50-50.

Tolonglah cakap nak tau

2011-10-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

Nak tau tak nak tau tak nak tau tak???

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Takde apelah weh. Saja je nak buat reminder kat sinih. Sepanjang-panjang-panjangnye 2011 nieh, A LOT, and I mean AAAAA LOOOOOOT of things had happened.

I NEED TO BLOG ALLLLLLL OF IT.

So I won't forget.

That's what blogs are for right? I mean blog. No 's'. Ok unlike you guys, I have more than 1 blog. Hehe.

ALLLLLL OF THINGS including MY EVERY FIRST TIME.

2011 memang banyak nombor 1. Bagus la tu. Memang banyak 1st time happened this year. Pertama kali. Contoh macam first time masuk UiTM (daa), first time naik tren etc.

That first time is not gonna happen twice so I better remember it.

K. Dah set reminder. At least it will be posted on this cool-awesome-comel-sweeeet-neverendingcraps blog by November!

Kay?

K bye. Go continue your life & keep moving forward.

It will be a major drought after this

2011-10-11T20:06:00.002+08:00

because RAIN has entered the army!

ok first of all, I am not gonna say I'll miss him or whatever because, TECHNICALLY, I never even met him in real life like in reality, for real. so all I could say right now is......

2 YEARS????? HOMAIGOD.....

Guess I won't be seeing Rain on TV for 2 whole years. sooooo sad man. I'm sure Rain will be fine la. He's a tough man with cute face, he'll survived. but.......

I WON'T.

HAHAHAHA KIDDING.

But when come to think about it, in 2 years, he'll be finishing the army & I'll be finished with my diploma. Yay. We are truly meant for each other. K nonsense. enough.

Please stay cute. Please be healthy & safe. Please don't be in love with someone else. Or some other guy. Or even girls. K bye.

See ya!

Weather forecast: DROUGHT.

No Rain for 2 years.

❒Single ❒Taken ✓WaitingforRain

source: Tumblr <3

Padang Besar

2011-10-03T07:29:00.001+08:00

One word: SHOPPING.

If you're looking for blouses, t-shirts, dresses, baju kurung, bags, handbags, shawls, scarves, belts (even Doraemon's belt), crafty stuff, fooood, hats, caps, teddy bears, spongebob bears, cartoon's pillows, RM1 key-chains, Thailand's t-shirt, jewelry, watches, jeans, pants, even BUBBLES, come here to Padang Besar, Perlis, Malaysia. Not only you will be blown away by the prices, there's a lot of choices too!

LOL. I just promoted my own country. See how much I love Malaysia? Bwahahaha. And I just created a whole paragraph of Padang Besar. Boooooooo :O

Anyway, 30 Sept. haritu 4 of us decided to go to Padang Besar. This is my 2nd time actually. But it's my first time with friends. The very very first time was with my family & I remember I only bought 1 bag & 1 blouse. Lame. I know. Kesian kan budak nie budak mentah, dulu2 tak tau shopping lagi.

So by taxi, 4 kepala RM30. Pergi, balik, that makes it RM60. So RM15 sorang. Fair lah tu. Gi C-Mart pun RM2 =.= Okay, back to the main point.

Pukul 11.20 lebih kot dah sampai & we started to meng-usha barang2 kat situ. Not gonna tell ya what I bought cause it's embarassing.

Oh yes! Yes! I bought BUBBLE!!!!! RM2 per bottle. A really2 cute bottle! LOL!

Still playing it right now. It's relaxing & cute. Oh well, we're all still kid at heart :)

Okay, so here in Padang Besar tak banyak food court. Tapi ada la restaurants. Don't worry, no starving here. What happened to me was....I lost a lot of money. Not actually LOST it but I just can't...you see, those shiny new clothes are amazing-ly attractive. K enough. Still not gonna tell ya what I bought :P

What I can tell you is that ada 1 gerai nie jual adorably cute key-chain for only RM1!!!!!!!!
And some plastic-fake-but-glamorous jewelry for only RM3!!!!!! And lots and lots of bears & cute pillow. I wish I could buy one but since I don't need it, baby never mind!

What I'm tellin ya... It's kinda heaven for shoppers. Cool stuff with cool prices. Lots, lots of choices & you can always find what you want. Even the things you don't want too ;)

K enough enough babbling. That's it then. And I didn't tell my mom yet. YOU readers are the first to know after my friends and my eldest sis & my twitter's followers. K technically you guys are not really the first but definitely the first strangers! K tata!

# Seriously, BUBBLES are cute once you played it. You feel cute & you ARE cute.
Bye bye readers~ til we meet again <3

Not edited. Effect from cahaya silau matahari yaw. By Kathyjah my friend. Hehe ;)

why study? i just realized the main reason yaw

2011-09-23T01:03:00.001+08:00

HEY WORLD
[imagine me doing a vlog of this. but i am never gonna do it because i don't have the guts to talk in front of a camera. and i prefer a still image and smile. you know. heh]

you know world, i don't believe in studying like mad by the end of minutes. for me, exam is like, you know what you know and you answer it. when you get the result, don't be dissapointed. instead, feel relief to know that you finally discovered your level of genius-ity. haha

anyway, my point is, not that i never revise last minute, i did too. but instead of calling it "study last minute", i prefer, "rewinding your memories" before getting the questions, get it? okay i'm just defending myself, i know. but try to think about it. even if you could memorize the whole pages of the damn thick books, what did you get? yes you might have the power to answer the exam the next day. and then what? that's it? and you probably forget it right after the exam ended. who's an idiot now?

you see, someone, i mean, this one movie has been opening my eyes about STUDYING. it's not just going to school, getting into college, having a high-graduated teacher teaching you, getting a degree or even being a student to someone! it's about YOU. LEARNING. SOMETHING. NEW. and the best part about it is that you actually learn something and make something benefits from it.

my lecturer once said; how could you forget all the stuff you learn back in high school? seems like you only study for exams instead of learning it for yourself. BETULKAN NIAT BELAJAR TU. study for the sake of ALLAH. hey dear muslim, it's easy for all of us to gain reward from ALLAH. every second you spend on studying, for ALLAH, you get reward from it. how cool is that?

ok it's kinda hard for me to actually elaborate this into words.

WHAT I REALLY REALLY MEAN IS THAT...

belajaq la untuk ALLAH YANG MAHA ESA. bukan untuk exam, bukan untuk menunjuk atau membangga diri yang hang tu pandai, bukan untuk dapat DEKAN, bukan jugak untuk menunjukkan result yang flying colours tu kat parents hang semata-mata supaya parents hang plak jadi annoying menunjuk kat parents orang lain, kan dah tambah dosa?

anyway, it's just a damn piece of PAPER! asking you questions from all the stuff you learn since the beginning of lessons, so there's no need to be scare. if you don't know the answer, meaning you don't study enough & you probably sleep during class. so if you don't know the answer or should we call it "forgot the answer", just make up something. you'll be fine..... ;)

okay jangan pulak ingat hanya LOSERS je pikir macam nie. bila dah fail baru nak cakap "study untuk ALLAH" semata-mata nak cover la tu. NO. fail tu salah hang la weh. bila dapat result bagus jangan berlagak plak cakap ngan member "tulah orang belaja kerana Tuhan, baru berjaya"... tolonglah jangan berlagak wahai manusia. kita semua sama.

KBAI. IN THE END, STUDY TETAP STUDY. SIAPA UNTUNG, SIAPA RUGI, PIKIRLAH SENDIRI :)

i study not for grade. i study to be great ;)

good luck

2011-09-18T14:27:00.000+08:00

hey me,

good luck for your final exam this monday & tuesday

good luck going home this tuesday

good luck balik bangi naik train kelas ekonomi yg freezing to death tu

good luck losing weight & drinking more water

good luck packing stuff for balik

good luck repairing your blackberry yg masuk air tu

good luck doing revision & study!

gooooooood luck!

sincerely, myself.

i'm miss smart.
khaty miss loving.
bib miss cute.
ain miss blurr
farah miss cool.

LOL. jamuan group kitorang memang awesome & i'm lovin my classmates.

KBAI :)

harini hari paling comel

2011-09-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

err sebenarnya tak. not exactly.

bwahahahahahahahahaha

it's been a while. i miss blogging evewydayy! so let's see.....

- bestnya Family Day QS. main hujan! memang basah kuyup and it feeeels sooooo awesome. plus, i happen to be so lucky & dapat group HIJAU yg caring & sporting & cool la jgk. and 2 dudes yg gile sweeet. k enough.

- selasa 13/9 haritu last day of class. so we're freeeeeeee. no more classes & tutorial / quizzes etc. BUT FINAL EXAMS WAITING BEBEH. beware..

- so the same day, 13/9 is kinda and almost a very good day. i mean, seriously. last day class, then we went lunch togethah, laugh all day, went to lab 10 & gone completely mad updating fb status & send silly comments and then tangkap gmbar kelas kat mushroom. fun fun day. then afterwards, malam gi c-mart. shopping skit & we eat out. shopping skit & dekat pukul 11 baru balik~ best...

- and my blackberry just won't turn on. i know. pathetic. maybe ada something wrong. need to wait til i balik, then bole ler repair. heh. dugaaaan. nothing lasts forever.

- and today is awesome too. don't get me wrong; with right timing, right people and right mind, everything's cool. we watch 2 scary movies today & i am quite terrified to sleep alone now. seriously seramm -.- i hate horror films.

- and we watch tangled. dorang baru 1st time tengok but for me it's like..... i don't know... 50th times maybe? who cares. HANDSOME GILA EUGENE. macam muka......... hahaha

- and and and and and and and and and and and and and and
skrg suka gila ber-trademark. bibibibiibibibibibibibbibb, bib comel! suke gile weh. soooo funny~

k that's all. kinda sleepy. hungry. but whatever. nyte!

10 days

2011-09-04T12:10:00.001+08:00

jyeah cuti only for 10 days.

28 august - balik kampung~

expect balik bangi lambat, 28 baru sampai bangi tapi Alhamdulillah dapat tiket awal, member pi tukaq kan kat station, dapatlaa balik 25 hb & made to bangi by 26! awesome nya jadi orang bertuah. well not 'that' lucky tapi kira untunglaah jugak balik awal. dapatla berbuka & bersahur with my craaaazyy family :)

sompek la jugak berjalan pi mid valley menemani kakak tua ku menemui aweks die :P
sompek la pulak berbuka mcd ;)

walaupun raya taun nie tak semeriah taun2 before, but i gotta say, it's awesome :) JUST PERFECT.

i mean, seriously, what's more to ask? dapat baju raya (dua!) PEACE, dapat duit raya (before raya!) PEACE!, dapat balik kampung, meet my wan & atok, dapat tolong tengok orang buat lemang & tak sempat nak tolong sebab bangun lambat (PEACE!), and dapat meraso lemang, rendang yg marvelous and kuih raya and especially meruku ;)

poyo jeh tengok orang ber-tweet cakap raya bosan la, raya tahun ni tak best la, raya tahun lepas lagi best la. well you allz can go shut the hell up. pedulik apa best ke tak best. yang wat tak best tu hang la!

and for me the best-est part of this raya & EVERY raya is when you get to meet all your family & cousins. the next thing i know is those little kiddos are calling me MAKCIK. ohmyyyy.....

ok and one more fact is.........the so-called loooong 10 days holiday is over.

back to arau
back to college
back to studying stuff etc
~~back to basic~~

ok enough. stay focus now. exam next week and it's already SEPTEMBER!

my my my cepatnya masa berlalu.

KBAI :)

READ THIS

2011-08-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

I CAN BE AS UGLY AS YOU CAN'T BE
AND AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOU CAN'T BEAT

- fararain

EAT MY WORDS PEOPLE

(￣へ￣凸)

All is Well

2011-08-26T11:47:00.000+08:00

i made it home today heehee. suppose balik sabtu & sampai ahad (28hb) but who would've thought kitorang dapat tiket awal. haha Alhamdulillah :D

dapatlah merase berbuka & bersahur kat rumah. yaaay.. and perhaps berbuka mcd? uuuuuuu :9

SEMALAM
KHAMIS / 26 AUG 2011
IS THE WORST/BEST/FUNNEST/COOLEST/SHOCK-EST/RUSH-EST/BLANK-EST/GREATEST/MOST GLORIOUS DAY
OF MY LIFE!

wanna know why?

- cause first, malam sebelum tu pi tengok cita hantu thailand, 4bia. then tido lambat and then bangun lambat. tak sahur plak tu.

- balik bilik, muka blurr, siap2 gi kelas. thank Allah assignment dah siap :)

- then it's raining. best gilaa coz sejuk and hari itu terasa sekejap.

- belajar pre-calculus pun blurr, so i just copied everything and my head hurts.

- then masuk lecturer for basic statistic. markah test 2 macam....... but after demanding some marks, dapat la 30.5/40. which is......bad enough for me but i'm still thankful.

- then suppose kelas 2 jam, miss cut jadi sejam jerr.. cool gila tapi turns out our assignment is WRONG.

- imagine that. you stayed up til 4AM just to find out that what you've done is WRONG?

- ok not entirely WRONG, miss kata kitorang takde jalan kira so we've panicked. so we went to the lab. bersama2 group assignment ku. ain, khaty, farah, and qifa. including bib and naqiu. apek nie menyibuk nak tengok video on my phone so he came along with us girls.

- di lab, stretching my brain, figuring out what to calculate, what to re-write, re-type and re-print. memang gila la wei. dah lah otak aku still deleting the shock from yesterday. ohmaigod.

- and naqiu plak bukak cite pasal pak cik taxi evil yang mintak duit etc. yeah yeah yeah whaaaaatever apek.

- AND IT'S RAINING EVEN HARDER. lebat ya amat and we have to send the assignment before 5PM.

- after done re-type etc, print for free kat lab tapi bapaklah pelik printer nyer.. mulewlah akuw benciww :P

- then naqiu blah nak gi jumpa pakcik taxi evil, rembat payung khaty. tinggallah kami 6 girls dengan 1 payung.

- ke mushroom, tebuk kertas & binding etc, FOR FREE AGAIN, THANK ALLAH! and then amek duit la bagai, memang seriously penat. tapi tak berpeluh cause hujaaaan yaaay

- berpeluk with ain since we shared a small-slanted umbrella. senget punya payung and guess what!!!!! terselisih with ABANG SENGET KU. ohmaigod. damn hensem and he smiled seeing us struggling like that. saw him, scream. passing him, act chill. he left, scream. AGAIN. what a day.

- hantar assignment kepada miss ku. then bersalam-salaman seperti hari raya. then teman khaty & bib hantar kad raya kepada seorang lagi lecturerku, ustazahku. memang siyes berangin seperti taufan and lebat gila hujan macam almost nak banjir.

- selesai menghantar kad raya (by kathy yang excited nak raya) and three of us went to mushroom. amek duit and memborong makanan, bekalan untuk berbuka di dalam train yang awesome tuhh hahaha

- heading to dahlia II, memang raining habis & i love it! raso lego sikit since sume dah siap & sekarang tinggal nak bersiap untuk baliiiikkkkkk

- pass the valleyball court and kathy starts menyepak lopak air kat bib. aku yang pening ni wat dono jer. but then bib nak sepak lopak air yang even bigger and guess what!!!!!!! BIB JATUH TERGOLEK BEB. ohmaiALLAH. sapa suruh hang pakai kasut getah time hujan niee...kan dah licin.

- menahan gelak, kitorang naik kolej & then baru gelak. kesian bib. mesti lebam.

- 5PM, or later, ready to leave! turns out nad pun balik naik tren jugak tapi dia amek tiket seat. mine is bed. so as we both bersiap2, berborak2 tapi we both confused and our conversation turns weird. whaaaatever.

- saying goodbye to farah & bib, tergelak2 gua teringatkan peristiwa golekan bib. soooo funnayyy :D

AND NOW I AM HOME!

PANJANG GILA MELEBAQ. TU BELUM START CITA DALAM TREN LAGI TU.

OK LA BYE.

SAJE CAPSLOCK CAUSE I'M JUST BEING DORK.

GONNA MISS ABANG SENGET, APEK, USTAZAH PILIHANKU, MY ROOM8, MY ROOM8'S FRIENDS, MY CLASSMATE, NICHKHUN AND ESPECIALLY MY AWESOME FRIENDS FOR THIS LONGGGGG 10 DAYS OF HOLIDAAAY!

kenapa abang senget first? oh never mind. ignored the order!

KBAI

random

2011-07-29T13:29:00.000+08:00

I LOVE TO EAT.

SOMETIMES WHEN I'M NOT EVEN HUNGRY, I JUST FEEL LIKE EATING.

I KNOW, SO PATHETIC.

I LOVE FOOOD. BUT I DON'T LIKE TO MAKE THEM, OR CREATE THEM, I EAT THEM.

ESPECIALLY CHOCOLATE AND ICE-CREAM.

BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA BE SKINNY AND IT WILL FEELS WEIRD TO BE SKINNY AND I DON'T WANNA LOOK LIKE THE RANDOM SKINNY GIRLS AROUND AND I THINK MY SHAPE IS GOOD ENOUGH AND MY SIZE IS PRETTY NORMAL AS LONG AS I AM HEALTHY, I AM FINE.

MY POINT IS I LOVE TO EAT.

I DON'T KNOW THE FOOD'S NAME BUT I JUST EAT THEM.

BUT I AM NOT THAT GIANT EATER OKAYHH.

my main point here, as i'm posting this lame post, i am thankful and feel bless with everything i had at the moment. the food here in arau is great, good, cheap and delicious bebeh.

plus, ramadhan is in like what? a day or two? that's just another hours away and I CAN'T WAIT.

plan: #puasa penuh #tarawih #solat 5 waktu penuh #belajar pun penuh #bangun sahur #jaga makan
HAHAHAHA

part jaga makan tu insyaAllah la :P

other stuff to be grateful about;

= my awesome classmates
= my cool roommates
= myself :) *cause i've been doing quite well up until now.

ALHAMDULILLAH.

okay, now it's time to look front, gear up and KEEP MOVING FORWARD!!!!

walk when you can, run if you must, crawl if you have to
just never ever give up

12 hours in train & it's my birthday

2011-07-21T16:21:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha

so y'all know i am continuing study @ uitm arau-stralia, perlis tuu. so by train, dari stesen ktm arau ke kl sentral lebih kurang 12 jam. DUA BELAS JAM. TWELVE. YEAH, 1-2-H-O-U-R-S!

what's worst; it was my birthday. hahaha :D

the night before, kitorang, my classmates & i, dah keluar gi makan ramai2 dah. nie semua thanks to khaty la. dia yg heboh pasal my birthday & i was like, i don't really care about my own birthday but you make it like it sounds so big. hehahaha. tp sweet la they all. so diorang semua ingat my birthday is on 14th july. penat jugakla gua gitau yg my birthday is 15th july! but itsokay. and thanks farah belanja. terharuuuu :O

so pukul 7 pm, tren sampai. settle down sume, thank goodness it's a girl who sat next to me or else..... hahaha. tp jeles jugak dengan girl belakang gua, she sat with a real handsome guy! and he's sweet too! grrrrr.. but whatever :D since it's kinda bored and the sunset is very awesome, i fell asleep like minutes after that. sedar2 je dah pukul 9 lebih and pak cik tu nak check ticket. then after dia blah, mira (my roommate), tanya nak beli makanan ke tak. since i'm not hungry & kelihatan sangat ramai orang yg ulang-alik in this sempit tren, so i decided, i'll eat later. so mira bought nasi goreng (kot) and very mahal la weh. rm5+. heh.

sedang gua berehat2, then muncul naqiudin, khaty, haziq jay & haziq A. hahahaha. they called me birthday girl. and ask me to join dorang lepak2 kat bahagian katil, gerabak belakang sekali. aku pun follow la since i'm dead bored. and lemme tell ya about my journey to gerabak belakang. hell. hahaha. dah la tren tu sedang bergerak, then kitorang plak berjalan di antara celah2 kerusi & manusia and sometimes it feels like we're walking in the sinking titanic cause it's waving & scary! hahaha

tp best. lalu lalang & i saw the toilet, euuuuuwwww gross. and i swear i am never gonna go in there. so sampai kat katil thirah & fairuz & nayley, kitorang sambut la birthday gua. they sang the happy birthday song & i feel so....................cute. hahahaha. sweet la dorang.

khaty, ain, naqiu, nayley, haziq jay, haziq a, fairuz, and me :) [gambar takde. lupa nak capture haha]

takde kek. just simple roti yg ada krim naqiu beli kat arau. hehahaha. i must tell, this is kinda....cool.

aku pernah sambut birthday dalam tren, kau ada? hahaha *berlagak*

tapi sounds macam tak best tapi experience kan, best la jugak. we should do this again next year! heh, seriously? NO WAY. that birthday part was fun but.....that's it.

then after that gua lepak sekejap kat katil khaty, borak2, lepak2 and go back to my seat, almost everyone are asleep. ada lah dua tiga girls yg annoying. ada lah jugak yg bukak movie kat laptop kuat2 macam gerabak tu dia yg punya. ada laa jugak yg baik, tido diam2... ada laa......bermacam jenis manusia :D

whatever it is i made it home and rinduuuunyaaaa HENSEM. hahahaha

including grey, hitam, noisy and baby grey: lion & tompot. comels semuanyaaa :D

and of course my family. bestnya dapat gi JJ, tgk wayang, & see the world. hahaha :P

AND DAPAT JUMPA PEIWEN! yaaayy... bertahun xjumpe. haha. no berbulan je :)

kesian kan budak nie duk terperap kat arau selama 2 bulan & hanya pergi ke kangar & c-mart? boooooooo. adelah sekali gi hospital melawat member. and adalah jugak 2-3 july pergi sedim, kulim, kedah for camping (best gile wehh!). and that's it. 2 bulan duduk sana pun takdelah travel sangat pun. setakat pergi c-mart, alamak. pergi mushroom yg dalam uitm tu pun rasa malas gilaa.. pagi2 nak pergi kelas pun pancit. bwahaha :D

oh ya lupa.

tau tak 14july, malam tu after keluar makan ngan classmates, lepak2 la dalam bilik dgn roommates. punyalah kecoh borak2 then terjumpa meow hitam, main2 dgn meow hitam tu then gi bilik air then dorang ketuk pintu, konon nak buat surprise, happy birthday, tapi tak jadi. kelakar gila. hahahahahaha. sweet la dorang. mira dengan mukanya yg tak boleh bla & nad yg suka gelak non-stop.

itu dia Narrrd & Merrrra. [hadiah tu time hari sukan kolej, masuk 2 game je pun, booooooo :P]

ANYWAY
the conclusion is; nothing. bye. that's all for today, until we meet again people!

sabtu nie balik arau balik. AGAIN. 12 hours to go. urghh. takpe takpe. 3 tahun je. xsampai pun 3 tahun.
kbai! :D

it's so unbelievable

2011-07-14T08:35:00.001+08:00

can't wait for TOMORROW :)
getting closer & closer with classmates & they're awesome
scandal tangan siapa pegang bahu aku. hazeke jay ke ain. please la you all :D
dinner QS sucks! well takde la teruk mana, just, the seniors are all SUCH AN IDIOT & FREAKIN LOSERRRRR cause dorang tersangat over-dressed & POYO. even the guy seniors yg dapat anugerah dekan pun macam tuuuuuuut. come on lah weh. kalau buat lawak takpe gak tapi, masalahnya ape yg dorang jerit2 and gelak2 tu TAK LAWAK LANSUNG & tersangat annoying. GROSS. tema black & orange. it was okay la tapi seniors memang gua BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO laaa.

GENIUS tapi perangai? NOT SO GENIUS.
i hate cool but he is so damn cool. dekan beb. genius. but...................... forget it la.
terharu bila dengar mira cakap last week; dah lama kita tak makan sama2 kan.
CAUSE last week memang jarang kitorang 3 org makan sama2, kelas la, kesatria la, so hari rabu kot baru dapat makan together. i love my roommates :)
so this week tak busy sangat.
ahad haritu test 1: pre-calculus.
isnin quiz statistic.
rabu (semalam), test 1: geometry
today? kelas english cancel. so my next class would be at 11AM later.
tomorrow? quiz 2 pre-calculus! i better be ready!
food here memang heaven i tell you laaa. last night kitorang makan burger special which only RM2. and nad beli nasi & tomyam: RM3 je! murtabak maggi RM2. kenyang giler. yesterday we ate nasi goreng kampung + telur, only RM4 tapi nasi dia banyak gilaaaaaaaa. ahad/sabtu haritu; we went to the new cafe, ayam dia macam ayam KFC bebeh. syiooook giler.

conclusion is; food here is awesome and CHEAP. seriously. LUCKY ME! no, LUCKY la whoever yg study sini, PERLIS :)
so kelakar la when the three of us all have our favorite seniors. uuuuuuuuuuuuu
my classmates dah start calling me RAIN. aaaaawww i love you guys.
suka dengar khaty gelak. suka ejek2 ain & gaduh. suka dengar suara hani. suka laa dapat classmates macam dorang.
BUT there are certain people are just not cool :P
and there were certain parts of life here that got me into thinking. semalam quiz statistic i only got 9/20. PATHETIC, i know. and that's a wake up call for me. and seeing all the people here, i wonder how did i got here. hah, life is soooo funny.
downloaded lots of lagu Raihan. suka lagu Bismillah. :) tiba2 je nie? naaaaaah, i needed songs that calm me, not the kind of songs that irratating :O
ok ENOUGH. esok quiz. tataaaaaaa :)

try

2011-07-01T10:45:00.001+08:00

Cureently at the library

Dead bored

Don't know what to do

Planning on going out later

Prepared for camping tomorrow, hope it'll be fun.

Why cool why why so cool

Cute gila Kathy & Ain cakap "oh man" again and again.

Group G,H & I kene buat persembahan dikir barat time dinner QS @ 8th July nanti.
LAME. I hate dikir barat :O

Chocolate rules!

Fb macam boooooooooooo, xperlu la nak update awak tu da sampai rumah.
Like, SO WHATTTTT? I'm stuck here @ perlis and I don't even complain. Yg rumah dekat gedik2 plak poyo fb-ing da sampai rumah la, home sweet home la, just stfu jelah weh.

*sebenarnye jeles.

Ok whatever. BYE

grand

2011-06-13T09:06:00.003+08:00

so last night was Annual Grand Meeting for CS113 student. especially for part 1.

takdelah "grand" mane. thank God ada air-cond.

COOL sangat smart and HANDSOME.

but my tudung sucks. tudung purple corak bulat2 tuh. tudung uitm, perghh. damn soft and that kind of tudung don't fit me well.

i was nervous as hell and idk why.

suka tengok Cool buat muka. senyum senget. OMG

then dah pukul 10 lebih, and i thought, okay, dah nak habis, but then after Ketua Program bla, senior tu suruh siswa and siswi sorang2 perkenalkan diri. what's your name, dari mana, Math dapat berapa, Addmath dapat berapa.

AND I WAS LIKE; GILA KE? DAH LA JUNIOR 200+ LEBIH!

sabo jelah. pretty bored but it was fun to see these people introduced themselves. ada yg awkward, cover macho, cover cun, bajet hot, bajet cool, tolonglaa.

and when it's my turn, pergh damn nervous. and as usual, pandang atas. yeah, i'm such a loooooooser. =.=

siswa part 1 macam xmatang. like like like, tak like, tak like. WTH MAN...

girl sebelah i melantak rumpai. so i asked, sedap ke? dia terus hulur satu, suruh saya rasa. i did and i almost puke. but the taste was not bad. sekolah rendah dulu pernah makan. but i never thought it was THAT gross. hahahaha :D

oh yes, of coz ade tangkap gambar. senior pun busy tangkap gambar junior yg beratus tuh. heh. and i pun perasan la, ramainya mata yg meng-usha Cool. SO GIVE IT UP GIRL! LIKE YOU EVEN HAD A CHANCE! >.<

what did i tell ya about my tudung? heh ==,

the seniors. yg tangkap gambar tu paling kewl :O

CLASSMATES :)

afiqah, ain, kathy & me (:

thanks to this AGM, i heard lagu bruno mars - count on me.

NICE. :O

“What makes life worth living is knowing that one day you'll wake up and find the person that makes you happier than anything in the whole world. So don't ever lose hope and give up, everything turns out okay and the good guy always wins.”

Good things happen when you wake up EARLY

2011-06-06T14:20:00.000+08:00

bukan baru tau harini eh. baru terbukti harini! lololololol :D

so i got class today @ 11 AM. no need to solat cause youknowwhy. so ingatkan nak bangun lambat, around 9 ke, 10 ke, but no... i woke up @ 7AM! pretty early, right? hehehe. bangga siot. thanks to alarm lah.

so bukak je mata bilik dah kosong, roommates dua2 ada kelas.
bukak je pintu, tengok washing machine clear. yay. basuh baju with washing machine, save energy! habislah syiling RM2 tapi nvm, berbaloi kot.

and next when i am about to use the machine, i saw the makcik cleaner baru sampai nak kemaskan sampah. and her face was like.......sangat terkejut tengok sampah yg bertimbun tu. boleh baca muka dia: apelah sampah banyak bebenor nie, tapi dah keje gua nak buat macam mane.

so makcik cleaner and her daughter start kemas2 sampah, and it got me thinking. her job is the most honorable job ever. yelah, kalau bukan dia siapa lagi yg sanggup kemas itu sampah yg gila babun bertimbun beb? anak dia yg kecik tu pun tolong sekali and pandai recycle botol. ada barang yg elok dia asingkan. how smart is she?

so i kan xfriendly, i don't know nak cakap apa dengan makcik tu. but i help la sikit2. tolong kutipkan sampah yg terjatuh. tolong suggest supaya tambah lagi satu tong sampah since sampah sangat overload. talk2 a little with the little girl. terasa lain plak kalau tengoooook je. kan? orang tu buat kerja dia, kita kena la support. plus bilik i betul2 sebelah situ so i was part of it, right? at least i felt that way.

time makcik tu gantung sampah untuk diturunkan ke bawah, she said;

ala adik, sekolah. nanti tak payah dah tengok nie semua.

how nice is she? makcik nie cakap dalam loghat so susah skit gua nak paham. but i understand la. maksud dia, since i pergi sekolah, masuk U, gua takkan perlu buat kerja macam nie. sweet lah ini auntie.

and makcik nie jugak yg sound gua when gua berkemban from bilik air. malu gila and since then i dah xberkemban lagi. tau malu! hahahahaha. lolololol. don't tell anyone.

so!

the point is, ada jugak sorang dua pompuan yg lalu lalang time makcik tu kemas sampah tapi dorang buat dono jeh. macam xde feeling. ke aku nie emosi sangat? tapi seriously, i learned something today. even the lowest job pun sangat penting. who said lawyer is "the" job? or doctor or engineer? cleaner's job is wayyyy better. bukanlah nak sarankan semua org jadi cleaner, NO. just appreciate la ye. and don't look down on them! that biotch yg takde feeling tu memang tak patut. heh =.=

MORAL OF THE STORY?

wake up early

you'll learn something new.

ok that's it. i'm having maggie goreng for lunch. tata~

to do list?

2011-06-01T10:09:00.000+08:00

sign up for uitm? done.
where? arau, perlis.
pack up and leave home? like weeks ago =.=
get to know your roommates? done.
register under your faculty? done.
orientation week? hell done.
wake up late during orientation week? done. twice.
sunburn? half done.
sunblock? not yet.
get a front seat during last night of orientation week? done and awesome.
walk around campus? done and tired of it.
get your kuliah's schedule? done.
actually go to class? done for three days. but no teacher lol.
outing? done. out of plan.
get a taxi number? do-ne.
get your friends' number? done. but still <10 people. who cares.
get your OCs number? no thanks.
get the cute senior's number? ~~done~~ in my dream!
get their fb instead? done. only one or two. :P
receive fax from mummy at the office? done.
do "pengecualian credit" for curriculum? DONE! FUCK YEAH!
register your courses online? done.
take picture for your matrix card? going to. TODAY.
do your first assignment? about to. TODAY.
report at the college office about your insecure bed? done.
fix it? not yet. they'll fix it later.
found out if there's anyone familiar? yup. emmm 1,2,3... there's ONLY 6 of them. not included my cousin la.
meet or bump into your cousin yet? never. too many people.
cc? once. teman kawan.
wi-fi? freakin lembap.
contact your old buddy and best friends? forever & always.
watch movies? only from laptop. so were dramas.
watch it with friends? of course! sometimes alone.
jog alone? never. no thanks.
LIBRARY? once. AT NIGHT. cool right?
do your assignment at library? not yet. going to. wait la.
take a picture or two? of course. more than two for sure.
friends in the same course? of course. 3 of them. more to go.
went to the QS meeting? nope. i missed it. it's okay, ada lagi nanti.
food? oh-kay. cheap.
cucuk duit yet? not yet. later.
bayar yuran persatuan? done.
basuh kain? washing machine? twice dah.
basuh kain HAND ONLY? once. and that should be enough!
sudoku? when i'm dead bored.

anything else? nope.

ni je sempat upload. and that's mirah. my suwwwittt roommate :)

ok bye. banyak lagi to-do list nak kene do. kkk

news

2011-05-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

a. going to UiTM Arau, Perlis this friday. register @ saturday. yeah, under kos science quantitative.

and i was like:

b. tadi petang buat majlis doa selamat & baca Yasin. most of my family belah arwah abah datang. bawak potluck, manyak gilaaaa foood. time kemas rumah the house seems big enough but when people start coming and eating, it looks so darn sempit. hoh whut happen? anyway, everything goes well. really appreciate kat semua yg datang :)

c. pakcik & makcik sedara, even cousin ada la yg baik hati hulur $$$ but the most ever memorable one is when my grandma bagi duit time kat kampung haritu. she handed me RM5 ringgit and said:

"nah lah.. lima inggit je.. boleh laa beli aiskrim..".

ok, only RM5 tapi rasa macam tersangat happy kot cause senyuman wan sangat ikhlas and cute. even 5 inggit pun, feels like.....bersyukur gila. hahaha

d. see that big fatty grey up there? yeah, that's my cat & she's expecting. maybe more than 1. i hope the baby cat will be cute & colourful lol :D

e. haritu watch Tangled kat kampung @ my sis' laptop. SERIOUSLY IN LOVE WITH THE HERO WEY! extremely handsome and charming (eventhough bukan prince!) now that's my type! hehe :D

g. my phone sucks! been using this nokia 7610 supernova since form 3. so it's been......2 years and a half now. what a record. lama jugak tuhh. so i was hoping i can have new one before going to perlis. please?

h. where's f? hahahahaha

that's it for now :)

We'll Always Have Summer - Jenny Han

2011-05-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

i downloaded this story >>>>>> HERE

O M G. best gile la weh.

starts reading this morning & i just finish reading it.

now i started to like the name "Conrad" hahaha :D

the storyline is so cool & i like Belly's characters :)

i like this part the most,
when Conrad was jealous & thoughts; I would rather have had someone shoot me in the head with a nail gun, repeatedly, than have to watch the two of them cuddling on the couch together all night.

my mouth went O after i read these because it shows how jealous he was & that sooooo sweet,
awwwwww :O

READ IT & YOU'LL UNDERSTAND ME.
if you don't, then never mind hehehe

Announcement

2011-05-07T15:03:00.003+08:00

noooo bukan pasal dapat U mana ke apa ke hahahahaha

semalam I've watched Baby & I! On laptop! haha. sengal. Jang Geun-suk berlakon.

tell me, which one is the baby? hahaha both cuteeeeeeeeeee! :D

if you're a fan of Jang Geun-suk, please la watch this. so damn adorable~ tapi suara baby tu macam..spoil. heh. anyway, screeen caps!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

both COMEL tahap maximum :D

yes yes, i would like a husband yg bawak cool bike macam tu, cute bad boy & care for his baby & responsible and cry when he miss his parents as they run away. awwwww :O